Eh....just a day, you could say

No water....and it is 11:42 at night.  Then I guess I didn't really expect any, since it is Sunday. 

I sure flip flop with emotions now.  I want to make this place work.  It is a nice enough house.  I want to make it work for Mitchell.  Then by night time....my optimism wears out and all I want to do is cut and run.....back to Texas.  Find a job and put all this fiasco behind me.

There is no way to move tho.  Need money to get truck to load it all up again......no where to go without money.  And in all honesty....he loves his job.

So, to the best of my ability....I just want to make it work.  I wish the evil that is hanging over us would be gone.  It is not like I haven't prayed for it to pass.  Guess it is just a burden to bear for now.....but I can't understand why God doesn't chase the evil one away.  

I am trying to get online college.  Phoenix can't help cause I don't want to get a student loan to have to pay back.  I don' t think there is any college in Nevada that I can get online...too far away from them.  I will find out tomorrow, if possible.  It is Monday and all the schools should be open.

I am hoping to help with an online app, Fairyland.  If I can figure out what they need me to do.  I should have a partner and we will be checking gardens to see how they are set up.  Could be interesting.

I stepped down from the admin position on the scrap group.  I wanted free time to do school and such.  I want to maybe get some fancy cards set up to sell for 12 step recovery.  I think there is a need for pretty ones, so maybe I am the person they will think of to buy them from??  Never know till I get it set up and posted.

Mitchell helped me tonight.  He got up for a nap and understood I was depressed with the kitchen....so we got it cleaned up the best we could without water.  It was so much easier with his help.  Little things like this is what makes me appreciate him so much.  It is not his job to keep the house neat and clean...it is mine.  He cared enough to help me tho.  Then we made frito pie together.  It was a nice time as we laughed.

I am working on a birthday card for Daddy.  Trying my hand at my first pop up card.  Happen to have glue all over me so far....that might be a good sign.  hahaha