I did it!!!!

I just killed a wood roach. Except for using roach spray and running like hell after I spray one....I don't think I have ever in my life been able to kill one. It was walking right towards me in my room. I took the lapboard my computer sits on, and had it walk up the board.....told Lori Lou to "move, now!" I took it to the hall and hit it with a shoe. THIS is totally amazing for me to have been able to do. You have no idea my fear of these roaches. My family knows.... I had no choice....I had to work on not being afraid cause if it stayed in this room.....I would be awake for days till it was found and killed. I am that bad about them being around me. Now....I just need my heart to slow down just a bit. Ha.